1 00:00:06,640 --> 00:00:09,725 [upbeat electronic music] 2 00:00:09,767 --> 00:00:12,144 * * 3 00:00:12,185 --> 00:00:14,269 - * Go, go, go * 4 00:00:14,310 --> 00:00:19,272 * * 5 00:00:19,313 --> 00:00:22,273 [chill music] 6 00:00:22,314 --> 00:00:29,401 * * 7 00:00:39,698 --> 00:00:41,866 - No. 8 00:00:41,907 --> 00:00:45,284 No, no, no, no. 9 00:00:45,325 --> 00:00:47,368 [groaning] No. 10 00:00:47,410 --> 00:00:50,578 - Damn, he comes and then he goes. 11 00:00:50,619 --> 00:00:52,370 I was hoping you'd rail me one more time 12 00:00:52,412 --> 00:00:54,329 with that big fucking cock of yours. 13 00:00:54,371 --> 00:00:56,456 - [laughs softly] - Not that I'm calling it big 14 00:00:56,497 --> 00:00:58,081 like in a stereotypical way. 15 00:00:58,123 --> 00:00:59,748 - Look, this was a mistake. 16 00:00:59,790 --> 00:01:01,000 I got very drunk, 17 00:01:01,041 --> 00:01:03,876 and I guess I thought I could fill one hole 18 00:01:03,917 --> 00:01:05,334 by filling another hole. 19 00:01:05,376 --> 00:01:07,711 - Hey, be kind to yourself. 20 00:01:07,752 --> 00:01:09,712 The amount of adversity you face. 21 00:01:09,753 --> 00:01:13,088 You're just performing an act of self-care. 22 00:01:13,130 --> 00:01:15,840 - Eating your ass isn't self-care. 23 00:01:15,882 --> 00:01:17,257 It's rock bottom. 24 00:01:17,299 --> 00:01:19,925 [door slams shut] - Damn, y'all. 25 00:01:19,967 --> 00:01:22,050 Last night, best threesome I've had 26 00:01:22,092 --> 00:01:24,719 since the "Queer Eye" boys came to Decadence. 27 00:01:24,761 --> 00:01:25,761 - Oh, my God. 28 00:01:25,802 --> 00:01:27,429 - I won't say which ones, but, uh, 29 00:01:27,471 --> 00:01:32,306 let's just say I left well-dressed and well-fed. 30 00:01:32,347 --> 00:01:35,390 Hey, lover. 31 00:01:35,432 --> 00:01:36,600 - I take it back. 32 00:01:36,641 --> 00:01:38,476 This, this is rock bottom. 33 00:01:38,517 --> 00:01:41,185 [upbeat percussive music] 34 00:01:41,226 --> 00:01:48,354 * * 35 00:02:01,778 --> 00:02:08,698 * * 36 00:02:09,531 --> 00:02:11,074 - You look like shit. 37 00:02:11,115 --> 00:02:13,241 - I am way too hungover to be bitchy with you right now. 38 00:02:13,283 --> 00:02:14,742 What do you want? 39 00:02:14,784 --> 00:02:18,952 - I want you to tell me what you see. 40 00:02:18,994 --> 00:02:21,454 - I see a nightmare. 41 00:02:21,496 --> 00:02:23,455 I see a place that stole joy. 42 00:02:23,497 --> 00:02:25,456 I can hear my friends screaming. 43 00:02:25,498 --> 00:02:27,207 I can literally smell my flesh burning. 44 00:02:27,248 --> 00:02:28,874 - Damn, baby. I was there too. 45 00:02:28,916 --> 00:02:30,583 I get it, but damn. 46 00:02:30,625 --> 00:02:33,210 Look, we all tangled up in this place. 47 00:02:33,251 --> 00:02:35,668 Forever. It's in our DNA. 48 00:02:35,710 --> 00:02:38,212 - So what? 49 00:02:38,253 --> 00:02:39,587 - So buy it with me. 50 00:02:39,629 --> 00:02:42,923 Help me restore it to its former glory. 51 00:02:42,963 --> 00:02:44,215 - Wait, hold up. 52 00:02:44,256 --> 00:02:45,924 I thought you already bought Babylon. 53 00:02:45,965 --> 00:02:49,509 Didn't you invite me to a teardown party tonight? 54 00:02:49,550 --> 00:02:51,426 - Technically, we will be trespassing. 55 00:02:51,468 --> 00:02:53,427 - Oh. - All right, fuck it. 56 00:02:53,469 --> 00:02:55,428 My credit is shit from years of living 57 00:02:55,470 --> 00:02:58,513 in this redline racist-ass state, 58 00:02:58,554 --> 00:03:03,474 so I need someone's white parents' generational wealth 59 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:05,599 to help a bitch out and cosign for me. 60 00:03:05,641 --> 00:03:07,309 - Listen, I don't know. 61 00:03:07,351 --> 00:03:08,893 I'm not sticking around much longer, 62 00:03:08,935 --> 00:03:10,769 and Ghost Fag didn't exactly pan out. 63 00:03:10,811 --> 00:03:12,436 - What we did with Ghost Fag, 64 00:03:12,478 --> 00:03:14,604 we brought the community back together. 65 00:03:14,646 --> 00:03:16,814 We can do it even bigger, Brodie. 66 00:03:16,855 --> 00:03:18,939 For real. 67 00:03:18,980 --> 00:03:21,190 I need this. 68 00:03:21,232 --> 00:03:24,234 I think you do too. 69 00:03:24,275 --> 00:03:28,027 [pensive music] 70 00:03:28,069 --> 00:03:34,279 * * 71 00:03:34,321 --> 00:03:37,240 [soft sentimental music] 72 00:03:37,281 --> 00:03:39,366 * * 73 00:03:39,408 --> 00:03:41,117 - Mingus. 74 00:03:41,158 --> 00:03:43,992 Mingus. 75 00:03:44,034 --> 00:03:45,618 Mingus! 76 00:03:45,660 --> 00:03:46,994 What are you doing here? 77 00:03:47,035 --> 00:03:49,537 Why are you not at school? 78 00:03:49,578 --> 00:03:51,788 - You forgot to say goodbye this morning. 79 00:03:51,830 --> 00:03:54,539 - Sorry, I wanted to let you sleep. 80 00:03:54,580 --> 00:03:57,416 - Right. Um, no, I just-- 81 00:03:57,457 --> 00:04:00,583 I wanted to invite you to something. 82 00:04:00,625 --> 00:04:03,460 - Ooh. A surprise? 83 00:04:03,502 --> 00:04:04,794 Do I have to get dressed up? 84 00:04:04,836 --> 00:04:07,254 - I mean, I guess you could if you wanted to. 85 00:04:07,295 --> 00:04:11,964 But I--I'm...doing drag again. 86 00:04:12,006 --> 00:04:14,298 - Honey. [laughs] 87 00:04:14,340 --> 00:04:15,716 That's amazing. 88 00:04:15,757 --> 00:04:19,467 - So I'm performing tonight, 89 00:04:19,509 --> 00:04:20,926 and I thought maybe you'd like to come. 90 00:04:20,968 --> 00:04:22,094 It's at Babylon. 91 00:04:22,136 --> 00:04:24,095 I know this is last-minute, so it's, uh, 92 00:04:24,137 --> 00:04:25,637 it's not a problem if you can't make it. 93 00:04:25,679 --> 00:04:26,804 - [laughing] Are you kidding? 94 00:04:26,846 --> 00:04:29,264 Wild horses couldn't stop me. 95 00:04:29,305 --> 00:04:30,472 - [laughs] 96 00:04:30,514 --> 00:04:31,807 Great. Cool. 97 00:04:31,849 --> 00:04:34,182 Um, anyway, it's, like, really not a big deal, 98 00:04:34,224 --> 00:04:37,560 so if you have to stay here and work, or, you know, 99 00:04:37,601 --> 00:04:40,352 wild horses get involved-- - I'm gonna be there. 100 00:04:40,394 --> 00:04:42,145 Of course. 101 00:04:42,186 --> 00:04:44,312 I'll be there. 102 00:04:44,354 --> 00:04:45,938 [laughs] - Okay. 103 00:04:45,980 --> 00:04:48,815 [both laugh] - Now go to school. 104 00:04:48,857 --> 00:04:52,483 - Yeah, for sure gonna do that. 105 00:04:52,525 --> 00:04:53,984 Bye. Love you. 106 00:04:54,026 --> 00:04:55,693 - Love you. 107 00:04:55,735 --> 00:04:57,110 - You can't just take off. 108 00:04:57,152 --> 00:05:00,070 I asked you to cover since Delphina's out. 109 00:05:00,112 --> 00:05:01,821 - I just promised my kid. 110 00:05:01,863 --> 00:05:03,363 - D-d-d. 111 00:05:03,405 --> 00:05:05,239 Nose closes. 112 00:05:05,281 --> 00:05:06,656 You got the count tonight. 113 00:05:08,741 --> 00:05:10,199 - Mm-hmm. 114 00:05:10,241 --> 00:05:13,160 [upbeat percussive music] 115 00:05:13,201 --> 00:05:16,536 * * 116 00:05:18,954 --> 00:05:20,663 [phone buzzes] 117 00:05:26,416 --> 00:05:27,750 - Can I be mushy for a second? 118 00:05:27,791 --> 00:05:29,083 - Mm-hmm. 119 00:05:29,125 --> 00:05:31,585 - Yesterday, we played peekaboo and it's like-- 120 00:05:31,627 --> 00:05:33,628 [gasps] Babe, when are you gonna realize 121 00:05:33,669 --> 00:05:35,378 object permanence exists? 122 00:05:35,420 --> 00:05:37,087 [laughs] 123 00:05:37,129 --> 00:05:38,379 And then Jett vommed on me, 124 00:05:38,421 --> 00:05:39,797 and they had this satisfied little look 125 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:41,840 on their face that just brought me more joy than... 126 00:05:41,882 --> 00:05:45,008 [chuckles] The point is... 127 00:05:45,050 --> 00:05:46,467 [belt clicks] 128 00:05:46,508 --> 00:05:50,594 It feels good to, like, finally be here 129 00:05:50,636 --> 00:05:53,012 and be present. 130 00:05:53,054 --> 00:05:55,179 [trills lips] - We should get married. 131 00:05:55,220 --> 00:05:56,847 - Wait, what? 132 00:05:56,889 --> 00:05:58,848 Shar, I wasn't, like, fishing for a proposal. 133 00:05:58,889 --> 00:06:03,433 - I know, but I still think we should get married. 134 00:06:03,475 --> 00:06:05,392 I mean it, Ruthie. 135 00:06:05,434 --> 00:06:08,227 I don't even think I believe in the institution of marriage. 136 00:06:08,269 --> 00:06:09,227 - Yeah, same. So basic. 137 00:06:09,269 --> 00:06:11,479 - But I believe in us. 138 00:06:11,520 --> 00:06:14,021 And I wanna make a casual promise 139 00:06:14,063 --> 00:06:15,272 to be together forever 140 00:06:15,314 --> 00:06:18,023 in front of our closest friends and family, 141 00:06:18,065 --> 00:06:21,650 and I wanna eat oysters and get drunk 142 00:06:21,691 --> 00:06:24,109 listening to terrible music like "Uptown Funk." 143 00:06:24,151 --> 00:06:27,319 And I wanna wake up with a hangover 144 00:06:27,361 --> 00:06:29,153 next to you, but not care 145 00:06:29,195 --> 00:06:34,365 because I get to spend the rest of my life with you. 146 00:06:34,406 --> 00:06:36,449 - Babe, I hate oysters. - [sighs] 147 00:06:36,491 --> 00:06:38,033 - I'm kidding. 148 00:06:38,075 --> 00:06:41,493 I mean, I'm not. Oysters are gross, but, like-- 149 00:06:41,534 --> 00:06:42,785 yes, fuck it. - Yeah? 150 00:06:42,826 --> 00:06:44,160 - Let's get married. - Yeah? Okay. 151 00:06:44,202 --> 00:06:45,703 - Yes. 152 00:06:45,745 --> 00:06:49,080 - Mmm. - [laughs] 153 00:06:49,121 --> 00:06:50,747 - [laughs] 154 00:06:53,581 --> 00:06:54,707 I fucking love you. 155 00:06:54,749 --> 00:06:57,042 - I love you so much. 156 00:06:57,084 --> 00:06:58,501 - [exhales heavily] 157 00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:02,919 [light music] 158 00:07:02,961 --> 00:07:05,587 * * 159 00:07:05,629 --> 00:07:08,464 [indistinct chatter] 160 00:07:15,425 --> 00:07:16,968 - Do you know what this is? 161 00:07:17,009 --> 00:07:18,218 Is she making everyone celebrate 162 00:07:18,260 --> 00:07:20,094 her half-birthday again? 163 00:07:20,135 --> 00:07:22,470 - No idea. 164 00:07:22,512 --> 00:07:24,096 - Look, 165 00:07:24,137 --> 00:07:26,389 we should probably talk about what happened the other night. 166 00:07:26,430 --> 00:07:29,306 Shit went south fast, and you know, 167 00:07:29,348 --> 00:07:32,433 you're being a little extra. 168 00:07:32,475 --> 00:07:34,768 Look, I'm trying. - Are you? 169 00:07:34,810 --> 00:07:36,602 Because all I'm hearing are excuses. 170 00:07:36,644 --> 00:07:38,727 - Do you've something to say to me? 171 00:07:40,271 --> 00:07:43,230 - Actually, I have nothing to say to you. 172 00:07:43,272 --> 00:07:46,356 [Sylvester's "You Make Me Feel (Mighty Real)"] 173 00:07:46,398 --> 00:07:50,483 * * 174 00:07:50,525 --> 00:07:55,361 [cheers and applause] 175 00:07:55,403 --> 00:07:57,320 - Ah! [laughs] 176 00:07:57,362 --> 00:08:00,238 Oh! Really glad you made it. 177 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:02,906 [clears throat] 178 00:08:02,948 --> 00:08:06,366 Oh, thank you all for joining me here today 179 00:08:06,408 --> 00:08:07,825 on such short notice. 180 00:08:07,866 --> 00:08:08,992 [applause] 181 00:08:09,033 --> 00:08:11,201 You have all been there to celebrate me 182 00:08:11,243 --> 00:08:14,661 from my highest highs-- being the first woman nominated 183 00:08:14,703 --> 00:08:19,289 to the Mid-Winter Cotillion Board of Governors-- 184 00:08:19,330 --> 00:08:22,248 and through my lowest lows-- 185 00:08:22,290 --> 00:08:26,458 being kicked off the Mid-Winter Cotillion Board of Governors-- 186 00:08:26,500 --> 00:08:28,626 for reasons I can't get into legally, 187 00:08:28,668 --> 00:08:31,086 but I think we all know what they did. 188 00:08:31,128 --> 00:08:33,587 - Mm-hmm. - Now. 189 00:08:33,628 --> 00:08:36,130 I have invited you all here 190 00:08:36,171 --> 00:08:40,132 today to both support and celebrate me 191 00:08:40,173 --> 00:08:43,967 as I enter this next chapter of my life. 192 00:08:44,009 --> 00:08:45,843 - Please don't say "Republican." 193 00:08:45,885 --> 00:08:47,719 - After 33 years of marriage-- 194 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:49,553 [laughs, sighs] 195 00:08:49,595 --> 00:08:51,762 I made the incredibly difficult decision 196 00:08:51,804 --> 00:08:55,514 to consciously uncouple from Winston. 197 00:08:55,556 --> 00:08:59,224 [shocked murmurs] 198 00:08:59,266 --> 00:09:00,933 - I filed this morning. 199 00:09:00,975 --> 00:09:04,268 - Wow. - But this is not a sad ending. 200 00:09:04,310 --> 00:09:07,394 This is a new beginning. 201 00:09:07,436 --> 00:09:09,812 Julian, Brodie, oh, my babies. 202 00:09:09,854 --> 00:09:11,771 Oh, for so many years, 203 00:09:11,813 --> 00:09:17,149 I tortured myself over what I did to turn you both gay. 204 00:09:17,191 --> 00:09:19,692 But now I realize, 205 00:09:19,734 --> 00:09:21,610 you get it from your mama. 206 00:09:21,651 --> 00:09:22,651 That's right. 207 00:09:22,693 --> 00:09:24,819 [upbeat percussive music] 208 00:09:24,861 --> 00:09:26,820 I'm gay now, everybody! 209 00:09:26,862 --> 00:09:28,529 - * You make me feel * - Ooh! 210 00:09:28,571 --> 00:09:29,946 [laughs] 211 00:09:29,988 --> 00:09:32,031 Let's celebrate! 212 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:33,615 [applause] 213 00:09:33,656 --> 00:09:36,283 - * You make me feel * 214 00:09:36,325 --> 00:09:37,742 - Oh, my goodness. 215 00:09:37,783 --> 00:09:40,744 - * Mighty real * 216 00:09:40,785 --> 00:09:42,203 * Oh, you make me * 217 00:09:42,244 --> 00:09:43,620 - Is it wrong to consider sending her 218 00:09:43,661 --> 00:09:44,871 to conversion therapy? 219 00:09:44,912 --> 00:09:47,705 - [laughs] 220 00:09:47,747 --> 00:09:48,997 I'm still not talking to you. 221 00:09:49,039 --> 00:09:52,624 - * You make me feel * 222 00:09:52,665 --> 00:09:56,001 - I am... * Gay * 223 00:10:00,753 --> 00:10:02,795 - Guess who got a new job today? 224 00:10:02,837 --> 00:10:04,630 I mean, it's just one of those billboard law firms, 225 00:10:04,671 --> 00:10:05,838 but still. - [laughs] 226 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:08,340 That's great, honey. Congratulations. 227 00:10:08,381 --> 00:10:09,673 - How was lunch? 228 00:10:09,715 --> 00:10:11,508 Was Brodie there? - Yeah, of course. 229 00:10:11,549 --> 00:10:13,383 And in classic Brodie fashion, 230 00:10:13,425 --> 00:10:15,718 he wouldn't admit to anything he did. 231 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:18,094 Oh, and my mom is divorcing my dad 232 00:10:18,136 --> 00:10:19,303 and apparently gay now. 233 00:10:19,345 --> 00:10:20,596 - Brenda's gay? 234 00:10:20,638 --> 00:10:23,222 [laughs] I could see that actually. 235 00:10:23,263 --> 00:10:24,389 What? I mean, she never struck me 236 00:10:24,431 --> 00:10:26,140 as a Kinsey 1. 237 00:10:26,182 --> 00:10:27,974 - I'm just-- I'm still mad at him. 238 00:10:28,016 --> 00:10:29,600 I can't help it. 239 00:10:29,642 --> 00:10:31,684 - Well, I'm personally grateful for Brodie 240 00:10:31,726 --> 00:10:35,186 because if you hadn't left your bubble, 241 00:10:35,228 --> 00:10:37,229 this wouldn't have happened. 242 00:10:39,230 --> 00:10:40,480 [upbeat percussive music] 243 00:10:40,522 --> 00:10:42,523 - I'm sorry, babe. 244 00:10:42,564 --> 00:10:44,857 I just--I can't right now. 245 00:10:47,149 --> 00:10:48,442 - [sighs] 246 00:10:51,735 --> 00:10:54,694 - [retching] 247 00:10:54,736 --> 00:10:56,112 [groans, vomits] 248 00:10:56,154 --> 00:10:58,197 [coughs] 249 00:10:58,239 --> 00:11:01,031 - Don't be embarrassed or whatever. 250 00:11:01,073 --> 00:11:04,491 I had food poisoning once at my grandma's nursing home. 251 00:11:04,533 --> 00:11:06,742 I ate pudding that I thought was rice pudding, 252 00:11:06,784 --> 00:11:09,202 but there was actually no rice in it. 253 00:11:09,244 --> 00:11:10,911 - Do you need anything? 254 00:11:14,162 --> 00:11:16,789 - Does anybody have, like, crackers or something? 255 00:11:16,831 --> 00:11:20,582 - I have one marshmallow-scented marker 256 00:11:20,624 --> 00:11:23,125 and of course I do have weed. 257 00:11:23,166 --> 00:11:24,459 - I could get you a Gatorade. 258 00:11:24,501 --> 00:11:27,168 Gatorade is really good for food poisoning. 259 00:11:27,210 --> 00:11:28,169 - Ugh. - I think maybe 260 00:11:28,211 --> 00:11:30,045 just some space. 261 00:11:30,087 --> 00:11:32,337 - Gatorade's my mom's go-to for everything. 262 00:11:32,379 --> 00:11:34,380 Cold, flu, sprained ankle. - Really, Jake? 263 00:11:34,421 --> 00:11:36,256 Does Gatorade cure HIV? 264 00:11:36,297 --> 00:11:39,508 [apprehensive music] 265 00:11:39,550 --> 00:11:43,884 I just-- I know you're trying to help. 266 00:11:43,926 --> 00:11:45,718 You can't. 267 00:11:45,760 --> 00:11:47,178 You can't. 268 00:11:47,220 --> 00:11:49,387 * * 269 00:11:49,429 --> 00:11:51,805 - I thought you said you were fine. 270 00:11:51,847 --> 00:11:54,931 - Yeah, I'm--I'm fine. I'm on meds. 271 00:11:54,973 --> 00:11:58,891 I just forgot to take them with food and... 272 00:11:58,933 --> 00:12:00,309 I'll be fine. 273 00:12:02,269 --> 00:12:03,477 What? I said I'll be fine. 274 00:12:03,519 --> 00:12:04,811 I just need some fucking food, all right? 275 00:12:04,853 --> 00:12:08,229 Can you stop looking at me like that? 276 00:12:08,271 --> 00:12:10,730 - I'll be back. 277 00:12:12,982 --> 00:12:15,066 [door thuds shut] - You wanna get high? 278 00:12:15,108 --> 00:12:16,692 - Yeah. 279 00:12:18,609 --> 00:12:22,069 I just--I can't with everyone looking at me differently 280 00:12:22,111 --> 00:12:24,904 and judging. 281 00:12:24,946 --> 00:12:26,946 Fuck. 282 00:12:26,988 --> 00:12:30,115 Jake's never gonna talk to me again. 283 00:12:30,157 --> 00:12:32,241 - People can surprise you. 284 00:12:32,283 --> 00:12:35,075 Sometimes. 285 00:12:35,117 --> 00:12:36,743 Have you told your mom? 286 00:12:36,784 --> 00:12:38,994 - I've just-- 287 00:12:39,035 --> 00:12:41,912 I've put her through so much shit already this year. 288 00:12:41,954 --> 00:12:45,330 * * 289 00:12:45,372 --> 00:12:46,998 I don't know. 290 00:12:47,039 --> 00:12:48,790 I don't know if I can do it. 291 00:12:50,458 --> 00:12:51,833 I really don't. [door squeaks open] 292 00:12:51,875 --> 00:12:55,626 - I couldn't remember if you liked spicy chips 293 00:12:55,668 --> 00:12:58,587 or chips that weren't that spicy at all, 294 00:12:58,628 --> 00:13:01,963 so I just bought these at the shift. 295 00:13:02,005 --> 00:13:04,047 - [laughs] 296 00:13:04,089 --> 00:13:06,382 - * Lyin' in the dark and we ride forever * 297 00:13:06,424 --> 00:13:07,382 * Feeling so high going * 298 00:13:07,424 --> 00:13:10,258 - Ooh. What do you think? 299 00:13:10,300 --> 00:13:12,010 Zaddy in a top hat and tails 300 00:13:12,052 --> 00:13:14,427 and Mommy in a dress made of tarot cards. 301 00:13:17,512 --> 00:13:20,472 [baby coos] Yeah, too expected. 302 00:13:29,601 --> 00:13:32,311 What in the Jussie Smollett? 303 00:13:36,854 --> 00:13:38,772 Oh, my God. 304 00:13:38,813 --> 00:13:40,522 [laughing] Oh. 305 00:13:40,564 --> 00:13:42,482 Oh, this is too good. 306 00:13:42,523 --> 00:13:45,275 - * Up to no good, doing what they wish they could * 307 00:13:45,317 --> 00:13:48,193 [Daya's "Bad Girl"] 308 00:13:48,234 --> 00:13:51,111 [upbeat electronic music] 309 00:13:51,153 --> 00:13:57,239 * * 310 00:13:57,281 --> 00:13:58,907 - We went over this in class. 311 00:13:58,948 --> 00:14:01,616 Theological debates are not blasphemous. 312 00:14:01,657 --> 00:14:04,326 And I know you mean well, trying to save my soul and all, 313 00:14:04,368 --> 00:14:06,951 but for real, I'm good. 314 00:14:06,993 --> 00:14:07,952 - Okay. 315 00:14:09,495 --> 00:14:11,871 - Plus you're too late, sucker. 316 00:14:11,913 --> 00:14:14,247 [phone buzzing] 317 00:14:14,288 --> 00:14:15,664 Oh. 318 00:14:19,750 --> 00:14:21,626 Hey. 319 00:14:21,667 --> 00:14:24,251 - You're alive, which means sex with me didn't kill you. 320 00:14:24,293 --> 00:14:25,461 Thank God. - Yeah. 321 00:14:25,503 --> 00:14:28,921 I--I'm sorry I haven't had a chance 322 00:14:28,962 --> 00:14:32,255 to respond to any of your messages, 323 00:14:32,297 --> 00:14:36,132 but it's all just been a lot. 324 00:14:36,174 --> 00:14:38,092 - Well, I get it. 325 00:14:38,133 --> 00:14:40,093 Now the other night, well, 326 00:14:40,134 --> 00:14:42,135 we don't have to talk about the other night. 327 00:14:42,177 --> 00:14:44,303 I just... [sighs] 328 00:14:44,345 --> 00:14:46,637 I have news. [laughs] 329 00:14:46,679 --> 00:14:48,013 - What, you auditioned for "The Voice" 330 00:14:48,055 --> 00:14:49,972 and Kelly Clarkson turned her chair around? 331 00:14:50,014 --> 00:14:52,973 - [laughs] Well, thank you for acknowledging 332 00:14:53,015 --> 00:14:55,974 that I'm a beautiful singer, but no. 333 00:14:57,351 --> 00:15:01,936 Guess who just came out to all her friends and family. 334 00:15:01,977 --> 00:15:04,562 - Brenda, you didn't. 335 00:15:04,604 --> 00:15:06,355 - I did. [laughs] 336 00:15:06,397 --> 00:15:08,980 You should've seen the look on Brodie's face. 337 00:15:10,565 --> 00:15:14,025 I filed for divorce too. 338 00:15:14,067 --> 00:15:16,235 Shar? 339 00:15:16,276 --> 00:15:19,653 Are you there? - Brenda. 340 00:15:19,695 --> 00:15:21,320 I-- 341 00:15:21,362 --> 00:15:23,571 the other night was a surprise, 342 00:15:23,613 --> 00:15:25,489 like, a really, really good surprise, 343 00:15:25,531 --> 00:15:29,615 but that can never happen again. 344 00:15:29,657 --> 00:15:30,992 I mean, you know, 345 00:15:31,033 --> 00:15:35,035 I want Flo and Jett to know you and love you 346 00:15:35,077 --> 00:15:37,619 and, you know, for you to continue to be in my life 347 00:15:37,661 --> 00:15:42,497 and in Ruthie's life 'cause you're fam, but... 348 00:15:42,539 --> 00:15:44,498 that's as far as that can go. 349 00:15:44,540 --> 00:15:46,581 [soft bittersweet music] 350 00:15:46,623 --> 00:15:48,958 My future's with Ruthie. 351 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:52,668 * * 352 00:15:52,710 --> 00:15:56,295 - Honey, there is no need for all this drama. 353 00:15:56,336 --> 00:15:58,838 I completely get it. 354 00:15:58,879 --> 00:16:02,214 We both needed a release, and boy, did we get it. 355 00:16:02,256 --> 00:16:03,923 I have no regrets. 356 00:16:03,965 --> 00:16:05,674 I am just grateful 357 00:16:05,716 --> 00:16:09,759 that you helped me make this discovery about myself. 358 00:16:09,801 --> 00:16:13,720 - Well, I am happy to be of service. 359 00:16:16,471 --> 00:16:18,180 Well, look, I should run. 360 00:16:18,222 --> 00:16:19,514 Uh, I'll call you later. 361 00:16:19,556 --> 00:16:21,515 Set up a little playdate with you and the twins. 362 00:16:21,557 --> 00:16:23,182 - I would love that. 363 00:16:23,224 --> 00:16:25,559 - Cool. Talk soon. 364 00:16:29,519 --> 00:16:32,312 - Looks like you got a case of the post-coming-out blues. 365 00:16:32,353 --> 00:16:34,604 - Maybe I should-- 366 00:16:34,646 --> 00:16:36,647 maybe I should call off the divorce. 367 00:16:36,689 --> 00:16:40,482 I just--well, I threaten to leave Winston once a year. 368 00:16:40,524 --> 00:16:42,275 I mean, he wouldn't even bat an eyelash. 369 00:16:42,317 --> 00:16:44,776 - Hey, no, no, no. Don't do that. Winston sucks. 370 00:16:44,818 --> 00:16:46,569 He'd make me turn to lesbianism too. 371 00:16:46,611 --> 00:16:50,695 - Uh-uh. That is not what's going on. 372 00:16:50,737 --> 00:16:53,447 I met someone who made me question everything 373 00:16:53,488 --> 00:16:55,448 I thought I knew about myself. 374 00:16:55,489 --> 00:16:58,324 [lighter clicks] Someone who saw me 375 00:16:58,365 --> 00:17:01,451 not as the person I am 376 00:17:01,492 --> 00:17:03,076 but as the person I could be. 377 00:17:03,118 --> 00:17:04,994 - Wow. Sounds nice. 378 00:17:05,036 --> 00:17:06,786 Mom, are you dating a power lesbian 379 00:17:06,828 --> 00:17:08,078 like Lena Waithe or somebody? 380 00:17:08,120 --> 00:17:10,455 Because that is some advanced queer-level shit. 381 00:17:10,496 --> 00:17:12,205 - You'll find love again, Brodie. 382 00:17:12,247 --> 00:17:13,289 - I don't know. 383 00:17:13,331 --> 00:17:17,041 Maybe I should just go. 384 00:17:17,082 --> 00:17:19,083 - You've done that before. Has it ever worked? 385 00:17:20,918 --> 00:17:23,711 Now, are all your friends gonna be at this little party? 386 00:17:23,753 --> 00:17:25,253 - Yeah, whole gang should be there. 387 00:17:25,295 --> 00:17:26,712 - Then I better get ready. 388 00:17:26,754 --> 00:17:28,630 [upbeat percussive music] 389 00:17:28,671 --> 00:17:31,632 I'm part of the gang now. 390 00:17:31,673 --> 00:17:34,591 [phone buzzing] 391 00:17:34,633 --> 00:17:41,761 * * 392 00:17:44,095 --> 00:17:45,096 - [sighs] 393 00:17:49,765 --> 00:17:52,725 [pensive music] 394 00:17:52,766 --> 00:17:55,851 * * 395 00:17:55,893 --> 00:17:57,060 [light buzzes] 396 00:18:03,980 --> 00:18:05,064 - Boo, bitch! [laughs] 397 00:18:05,105 --> 00:18:07,981 - The fuck is wrong with you? 398 00:18:10,024 --> 00:18:11,234 Buss, if you was looking for ways 399 00:18:11,275 --> 00:18:12,525 to set your money on fire, 400 00:18:12,567 --> 00:18:15,152 I would've gladly taken it off your hands. 401 00:18:15,194 --> 00:18:17,111 Why are you buying this dump? 402 00:18:17,153 --> 00:18:18,779 - 'Cause it's the best bar in the city. 403 00:18:18,820 --> 00:18:20,947 - It's literally a crime scene. 404 00:18:20,988 --> 00:18:22,905 - I've got plans, Marvin. 405 00:18:22,947 --> 00:18:25,907 And if you suck up to me and kiss enough ass, 406 00:18:25,949 --> 00:18:29,867 then maybe I'll hire you as a bouncer. 407 00:18:29,909 --> 00:18:30,951 [door clattering] 408 00:18:30,992 --> 00:18:32,202 - Well, I don't kiss ass. 409 00:18:32,244 --> 00:18:34,619 - Oh? - But I eat it pretty well. 410 00:18:34,661 --> 00:18:35,870 - Oh. [laughs] 411 00:18:35,912 --> 00:18:37,871 - Yeah, you do. 412 00:18:39,789 --> 00:18:42,623 Hey. 413 00:18:42,665 --> 00:18:43,831 How you been? - I was good 414 00:18:43,873 --> 00:18:45,458 till about three seconds ago. 415 00:18:45,500 --> 00:18:48,626 - Y'all got a real scorned lovers vibe going on over here. 416 00:18:48,668 --> 00:18:50,794 We good? - We good, Buss. 417 00:18:50,835 --> 00:18:52,419 - All right. You just let me know 418 00:18:52,461 --> 00:18:54,879 if you need somebody to throw some hands. 419 00:18:54,921 --> 00:18:56,755 I'ma be right over here. 420 00:18:56,797 --> 00:19:02,216 * * 421 00:19:02,258 --> 00:19:03,508 - Hey. 422 00:19:06,551 --> 00:19:07,927 [sledgehammer clinks] 423 00:19:07,969 --> 00:19:09,511 Don't you dare. 424 00:19:11,512 --> 00:19:13,804 - Bitch, you just gonna leave me down here? 425 00:19:13,845 --> 00:19:17,348 - No. I'm coming, I'm coming. 426 00:19:17,390 --> 00:19:18,640 Ready? 427 00:19:18,682 --> 00:19:20,766 All right, one, two, three. 428 00:19:20,808 --> 00:19:27,894 * * 429 00:19:32,272 --> 00:19:36,481 - [murmuring indistinctly] 430 00:19:50,947 --> 00:19:53,073 Come on now, y'all. It's a party. 431 00:19:53,115 --> 00:20:00,243 * * 432 00:20:11,081 --> 00:20:12,498 [electricity crackles] 433 00:20:12,540 --> 00:20:15,917 And the Lord said, "Let there be light, bitches!" 434 00:20:15,958 --> 00:20:19,002 [subdued cheering] 435 00:20:19,043 --> 00:20:21,044 Oh, y'all can do better than that. 436 00:20:21,086 --> 00:20:24,045 [Moderat's "Bad Kingdom"] 437 00:20:24,087 --> 00:20:27,714 [upbeat electronic music] 438 00:20:27,755 --> 00:20:30,757 - What do you want, Ali? 439 00:20:30,799 --> 00:20:35,092 - I was just missing you. 440 00:20:35,134 --> 00:20:38,136 - Missin' me, nigga? You the one that dumped my ass. 441 00:20:38,178 --> 00:20:41,262 Get out of here with that. 442 00:20:41,304 --> 00:20:42,221 - I'll go. 443 00:20:44,597 --> 00:20:46,389 - So that's it? You're just gonna go? 444 00:20:46,431 --> 00:20:48,515 - You literally just told me to get the fuck outta here. 445 00:20:48,557 --> 00:20:50,766 - Bitch, fight for me! 446 00:20:50,808 --> 00:20:52,100 Damn. 447 00:20:54,018 --> 00:20:56,102 I miss you too. 448 00:21:04,398 --> 00:21:07,858 I just couldn't believe that somebody like you 449 00:21:07,900 --> 00:21:09,442 could be into somebody like me. 450 00:21:13,068 --> 00:21:15,111 - You're a dumb slut. 451 00:21:18,404 --> 00:21:22,072 - You wanna see how much of a slut I can be? 452 00:21:22,114 --> 00:21:24,532 - Yeah. I do. 453 00:21:26,617 --> 00:21:29,659 [CLAVVS' "Dance in Place" (Treasure Fingers Remix)] 454 00:21:29,701 --> 00:21:32,620 [upbeat dance music] 455 00:21:32,661 --> 00:21:37,330 * * 456 00:21:37,371 --> 00:21:40,624 - Well, this is depressing. 457 00:21:40,665 --> 00:21:45,459 Brodie, I thought gay bars would be more chic. 458 00:21:45,501 --> 00:21:47,418 No wonder you're so sad all the time. 459 00:21:47,460 --> 00:21:49,961 The lighting in here is very unflattering. 460 00:21:50,003 --> 00:21:52,587 - Yeah, Mom. That's why I have PTSD. 461 00:21:52,629 --> 00:21:54,087 Bad lighting. 462 00:21:56,214 --> 00:21:57,340 - Just keep going. 463 00:21:57,381 --> 00:21:59,174 - I didn't even know you liked beer. 464 00:21:59,216 --> 00:22:01,591 - It's the principle. 465 00:22:01,633 --> 00:22:03,092 Oh, my God. 466 00:22:03,134 --> 00:22:05,135 They're like best friends now? 467 00:22:05,176 --> 00:22:12,305 * * 468 00:22:13,764 --> 00:22:15,890 - * I quit the race * 469 00:22:15,932 --> 00:22:17,974 * 'Cause I'd rather * 470 00:22:18,016 --> 00:22:21,518 - I'm, uh, I'm gonna go feel the vibe. 471 00:22:22,976 --> 00:22:24,519 - [laughs] Have fun. - I will. 472 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:29,729 - * I'm better changing pace as I go * 473 00:22:29,771 --> 00:22:31,855 * I quit the race * 474 00:22:31,897 --> 00:22:33,773 * * 475 00:22:33,815 --> 00:22:36,149 * I quit the race * 476 00:22:36,191 --> 00:22:37,650 - Okay, y'all. 477 00:22:39,317 --> 00:22:40,902 I know this is Bussey's night, 478 00:22:40,944 --> 00:22:44,570 but Shar and I-- get up here, Zaddy. 479 00:22:44,612 --> 00:22:47,571 [laughs] 480 00:22:47,613 --> 00:22:51,740 We're gonna have to hijack this party for a sec because... 481 00:22:51,782 --> 00:22:53,699 we're getting married! 482 00:22:53,741 --> 00:22:54,741 [cheers and applause] 483 00:22:54,783 --> 00:22:57,201 - Yeah! 484 00:22:57,243 --> 00:23:00,035 - Makin' it official! 485 00:23:00,077 --> 00:23:02,412 [cheering] 486 00:23:02,453 --> 00:23:04,246 - Let's get lit! 487 00:23:04,287 --> 00:23:05,830 - * How 'bout the moon? * 488 00:23:05,871 --> 00:23:07,747 * You see that shine * 489 00:23:07,789 --> 00:23:11,290 * Just fly me close enough so I can make it mine * 490 00:23:11,332 --> 00:23:12,875 * There is no distance * 491 00:23:12,917 --> 00:23:14,626 - There's my partner in crime. 492 00:23:14,668 --> 00:23:17,752 Come on, baby. Take a shot with me. 493 00:23:17,794 --> 00:23:19,837 - Oop! 494 00:23:19,878 --> 00:23:21,421 Mmm. 495 00:23:21,462 --> 00:23:23,255 - You get the contracts I sent over? 496 00:23:23,296 --> 00:23:25,089 - Oh, yeah. I did get it, Buss. 497 00:23:25,131 --> 00:23:26,673 Uh, I was actually hoping to-- - Bussey! 498 00:23:26,714 --> 00:23:28,924 I thought you was fucking crazy to bring us back here. 499 00:23:28,966 --> 00:23:30,842 - [laughs] 500 00:23:30,883 --> 00:23:32,384 - Crazy as all, isn't he? 501 00:23:32,426 --> 00:23:35,677 - Girl, you did so good. - Yes, yes, 502 00:23:35,719 --> 00:23:38,387 a bitch will gladly take it far as she so deserves. 503 00:23:38,429 --> 00:23:41,139 - Yes, you do. - [laughs] 504 00:23:41,180 --> 00:23:42,305 But one second, y'all. 505 00:23:42,347 --> 00:23:44,014 Attention, everybody. 506 00:23:44,056 --> 00:23:49,058 I would like to cheers to our boy. 507 00:23:49,100 --> 00:23:50,435 I couldn't have done this without 508 00:23:50,476 --> 00:23:54,186 Brodie's sexy-ass 850-point credit score. 509 00:23:54,228 --> 00:23:55,979 [laughs] [crowd cheers] 510 00:23:56,020 --> 00:23:58,938 We doing this together, y'all. 511 00:23:58,980 --> 00:23:59,939 To Brodie. 512 00:23:59,981 --> 00:24:02,398 [crowd cheering] 513 00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:04,899 Hey, yo, DJ, make it bounce. 514 00:24:04,941 --> 00:24:07,109 - * You already know! * [cheers and applause] 515 00:24:07,151 --> 00:24:09,193 - * Stupid boy * 516 00:24:09,235 --> 00:24:10,861 * I hate your guts, I hate your guts * 517 00:24:10,902 --> 00:24:14,738 * Let's mess around, we'll make it rough * 518 00:24:14,779 --> 00:24:18,448 - * Stupid, stupid, stupid boy * 519 00:24:18,489 --> 00:24:20,490 * Get off my nuts, get off my nuts * 520 00:24:20,532 --> 00:24:23,616 * You talk a big game, I'll call your bluff * 521 00:24:23,658 --> 00:24:25,743 * You blab-a-blab-a-blabbing won't shut the fuck up * 522 00:24:25,784 --> 00:24:27,577 * Stay brag-a-lag-a-lagging you acting too tough * 523 00:24:27,618 --> 00:24:29,578 * Got a big dick habit, can't never get enough * 524 00:24:29,619 --> 00:24:31,787 * Got you gag-gag-gagging when you choking on my stuff * 525 00:24:31,829 --> 00:24:34,580 - * Stupid boy, I hate your guts * 526 00:24:34,621 --> 00:24:36,914 - Whoo-hoo! 527 00:24:36,956 --> 00:24:38,290 - Hey, Mom. 528 00:24:38,331 --> 00:24:40,249 How's being a lesbian goin'? 529 00:24:40,291 --> 00:24:41,791 Has Ellen reached out yet? 530 00:24:41,833 --> 00:24:43,792 - Oh, I wish. 531 00:24:43,834 --> 00:24:45,002 She seems so nice. 532 00:24:45,044 --> 00:24:46,377 - [laughs] 533 00:24:46,419 --> 00:24:49,170 Mom, I'm really happy for you. 534 00:24:49,211 --> 00:24:50,880 You're, like, very brave. 535 00:24:50,921 --> 00:24:53,881 - Yeah. Thanks, honey. 536 00:24:53,922 --> 00:24:56,215 You know what would also be brave? 537 00:24:56,257 --> 00:24:59,592 Apologizing to your brother. 538 00:24:59,633 --> 00:25:02,093 - Me apologize to him? 539 00:25:02,135 --> 00:25:04,135 - Sweetheart, you can't really believe 540 00:25:04,177 --> 00:25:06,762 that your father and I adopted Brodie 541 00:25:06,803 --> 00:25:10,013 because we wanted a child that wasn't disabled. 542 00:25:10,055 --> 00:25:11,389 - He is such a little tattletale. 543 00:25:11,431 --> 00:25:13,639 - Julian! 544 00:25:13,681 --> 00:25:17,017 We adopted Brodie because I wanted another baby 545 00:25:17,059 --> 00:25:19,185 and I wanted to give you a sibling, 546 00:25:19,225 --> 00:25:20,518 but it was the '90s, 547 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:23,144 and I was addicted to diet pills, 548 00:25:23,186 --> 00:25:25,270 so, you know, conceiving naturally, 549 00:25:25,312 --> 00:25:26,688 that wasn't an option. 550 00:25:28,980 --> 00:25:30,981 You're not angry. 551 00:25:31,023 --> 00:25:33,191 You just feel guilty. 552 00:25:34,941 --> 00:25:36,942 - * Is that all you got? * 553 00:25:36,984 --> 00:25:39,569 * Is that all you got? * 554 00:25:39,611 --> 00:25:42,987 * I'm buying the beach and the spotlights with it * 555 00:25:43,029 --> 00:25:44,821 * Is that all you got? * 556 00:25:44,863 --> 00:25:46,989 - Hi. 557 00:25:47,031 --> 00:25:50,449 Did you lose someone in the, uh... 558 00:25:50,491 --> 00:25:52,367 pew-pew? 559 00:25:52,408 --> 00:25:55,201 - Oh, no, I'm just here to see my kid perform. 560 00:25:55,242 --> 00:25:57,243 - Oh, thank God. 561 00:25:57,285 --> 00:25:58,745 I was starting to think 562 00:25:58,786 --> 00:26:01,245 that going through one of the five stages of grief 563 00:26:01,287 --> 00:26:03,163 was a requirement for entry. 564 00:26:03,205 --> 00:26:04,413 - Yeah. - [laughs] 565 00:26:04,455 --> 00:26:06,998 - It's kind of in the dress code. 566 00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:08,832 - Yeah. - Judy. 567 00:26:08,874 --> 00:26:11,209 - Oh, Brenda. 568 00:26:11,250 --> 00:26:13,001 [both laugh] 569 00:26:13,043 --> 00:26:14,794 - Did you lose someone? 570 00:26:14,835 --> 00:26:16,878 - Oh, no, no. Heavens, no, no. 571 00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:18,962 My son, he only got shot. 572 00:26:19,004 --> 00:26:20,171 - Oh, my God! 573 00:26:20,213 --> 00:26:21,505 - Eh, he's fine now. 574 00:26:21,546 --> 00:26:26,216 I mean, he's right over there moping at the bar. 575 00:26:26,257 --> 00:26:27,633 - That's your son? 576 00:26:27,675 --> 00:26:29,801 - Yeah, can't tell from this angle, 577 00:26:29,842 --> 00:26:31,718 but he's very handsome. 578 00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:34,719 - I'm sure he's a heartbreaker. [laughs] 579 00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:37,012 Well, I'm gonna-- 580 00:26:37,054 --> 00:26:38,388 it was nice meeting you. 581 00:26:38,429 --> 00:26:40,014 - Yeah, yeah! Till we meet again, huh? 582 00:26:40,056 --> 00:26:43,474 I mean, hopefully somewhere that can make a decent martini. 583 00:26:43,516 --> 00:26:45,392 - Yeah. [both laugh] 584 00:26:45,433 --> 00:26:47,309 - Yeah. - Okay. 585 00:26:47,351 --> 00:26:50,894 So grown-up. - Yeah, yeah. 586 00:26:50,936 --> 00:26:52,311 Bye. - Bye. 587 00:26:52,353 --> 00:26:56,021 - * Touch, touch, touch, touch * 588 00:26:56,063 --> 00:26:57,397 * Touch, touch, touch * 589 00:26:57,438 --> 00:27:00,524 * Been with me * 590 00:27:00,565 --> 00:27:02,316 * Which way to go * 591 00:27:02,358 --> 00:27:04,526 - Look, he'll come around. 592 00:27:04,567 --> 00:27:06,360 Eventually. 593 00:27:09,027 --> 00:27:10,320 - Hey, Noah. 594 00:27:12,737 --> 00:27:15,322 Do you love him? 595 00:27:15,364 --> 00:27:17,532 Don't answer that. 596 00:27:21,284 --> 00:27:23,326 Just be good to my brother, okay? 597 00:27:23,368 --> 00:27:26,911 - * Too much * 598 00:27:26,953 --> 00:27:31,913 * I'm on my way to touch * 599 00:27:31,955 --> 00:27:35,915 * My place, your money, we're rich * 600 00:27:35,957 --> 00:27:39,875 * My fame, my heart on repeat * 601 00:27:39,917 --> 00:27:44,169 * I need something better than love * 602 00:27:44,211 --> 00:27:47,921 * I need that, I need touch * 603 00:27:47,963 --> 00:27:52,047 * My place, your money, we're rich * 604 00:27:52,089 --> 00:27:54,424 * I need that, I need touch * 605 00:27:54,465 --> 00:27:56,633 * Touch, touch, touch, touch, touch, touch * 606 00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:03,886 - Motherfuckers are looking mopey. 607 00:28:03,928 --> 00:28:05,345 I need you to get some ass-shaking music on. 608 00:28:05,387 --> 00:28:07,179 [heavy bass music playing] Oh, hell, no. 609 00:28:07,221 --> 00:28:09,598 Uh-uh, do not-- - Hey, I--I did it. 610 00:28:09,639 --> 00:28:11,056 I signed the papers. 611 00:28:11,098 --> 00:28:14,683 - Ha! Yes, bitch! 612 00:28:14,725 --> 00:28:16,184 We doing this. 613 00:28:16,226 --> 00:28:21,020 - Actually, you're doing it. - [sighs] 614 00:28:21,061 --> 00:28:23,062 - Look, I'm gonna dip outta New Orleans. 615 00:28:23,104 --> 00:28:25,439 - God damn it, Brodie. The fuck? 616 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:28,732 Can you not be a messy bitch for, like, one second? 617 00:28:28,773 --> 00:28:31,066 - It's the right thing to do, okay? 618 00:28:33,192 --> 00:28:34,651 - Where you goin'? 619 00:28:34,693 --> 00:28:36,861 - Manchester? 620 00:28:36,903 --> 00:28:39,028 I think I should be with all the broody Morrissey gays. 621 00:28:39,069 --> 00:28:42,196 Plus, you know I only speak English and Gay. 622 00:28:42,238 --> 00:28:44,114 I mean, look, like, check out this guy. 623 00:28:46,948 --> 00:28:50,867 I mean, come on-- - He a'ight for a white boy. 624 00:28:50,909 --> 00:28:54,702 Personally, I think you being a dumbass bitch, 625 00:28:54,744 --> 00:28:56,912 but know you'll be missed. 626 00:29:00,038 --> 00:29:01,538 Hey! 627 00:29:01,580 --> 00:29:05,665 Be careful with my Chicky. 628 00:29:05,707 --> 00:29:07,875 - Yes, ma'am. [laughs] 629 00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:09,584 - I'm too young to be a ma'am, though. 630 00:29:09,626 --> 00:29:11,001 [laughs] 631 00:29:11,043 --> 00:29:14,128 [music playing indistinctly] 632 00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:21,089 * * 633 00:29:22,757 --> 00:29:23,633 - If you're here for a quickie, 634 00:29:23,674 --> 00:29:24,883 you're outta luck. 635 00:29:24,925 --> 00:29:27,301 My makeup is flawless. 636 00:29:27,343 --> 00:29:28,760 - No quickie. 637 00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:34,262 I just wanted to say... 638 00:29:38,139 --> 00:29:39,640 Break a leg. 639 00:29:40,974 --> 00:29:43,850 - [laughs] What? 640 00:29:43,892 --> 00:29:45,601 - You're performing, right? 641 00:29:48,186 --> 00:29:50,895 It's about time you got back on that stage. 642 00:29:50,937 --> 00:29:54,064 [soft sentimental music] 643 00:29:54,105 --> 00:30:01,025 * * 644 00:30:03,443 --> 00:30:04,777 - Brodie. 645 00:30:07,486 --> 00:30:09,612 [breathes heavily, sniffs] 646 00:30:09,654 --> 00:30:11,238 - Hey. 647 00:30:12,948 --> 00:30:14,948 What's wrong? - Uh... 648 00:30:14,989 --> 00:30:16,741 I need to finish getting ready. 649 00:30:16,783 --> 00:30:23,911 * * 650 00:30:30,038 --> 00:30:33,123 [pounding dance music playing] 651 00:30:33,165 --> 00:30:40,085 * * 652 00:30:43,461 --> 00:30:45,046 - Manchester? 653 00:30:45,087 --> 00:30:46,672 Really? 654 00:30:46,713 --> 00:30:48,589 - Getting married? 655 00:30:48,631 --> 00:30:51,090 Really? 656 00:30:51,131 --> 00:30:52,757 Congrats. 657 00:30:52,799 --> 00:30:54,758 You and Shar are, like, forever. 658 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:56,384 - When you know, you know. 659 00:30:59,219 --> 00:31:00,636 Congrats to you too. 660 00:31:00,678 --> 00:31:02,679 Enjoy the cold weather, I guess. 661 00:31:06,722 --> 00:31:08,640 - That's it? 662 00:31:12,642 --> 00:31:14,810 - That's it. 663 00:31:19,687 --> 00:31:22,813 [cheers and applause] 664 00:31:25,314 --> 00:31:26,773 - Whoo! 665 00:31:33,026 --> 00:31:35,778 - When I say "Babyl," you say "Lon." 666 00:31:35,820 --> 00:31:37,028 Babyl! crowd: Lon! 667 00:31:37,070 --> 00:31:38,612 - Babyl! crowd: Lon! 668 00:31:38,654 --> 00:31:40,989 - When I say "Buss," you say "Sey." 669 00:31:41,030 --> 00:31:42,447 Buss! crowd: Sey! 670 00:31:42,489 --> 00:31:43,823 - Buss. crowd: Sey! 671 00:31:43,865 --> 00:31:46,366 - When I say "Re," you say "Birth." 672 00:31:46,408 --> 00:31:47,658 Re. crowd: Birth! 673 00:31:47,700 --> 00:31:49,450 - Re. crowd: Birth! 674 00:31:49,492 --> 00:31:51,618 - Hey, queerdos. 675 00:31:51,660 --> 00:31:54,162 [crowd cheering] How y'all doing tonight? 676 00:31:56,371 --> 00:31:57,955 Me too. 677 00:31:57,997 --> 00:32:00,373 To be honest with you, 678 00:32:00,414 --> 00:32:03,291 it's been hard to even walk on this side of the street 679 00:32:03,332 --> 00:32:05,792 for the past six months, 680 00:32:05,834 --> 00:32:08,042 let alone step inside. 681 00:32:10,085 --> 00:32:13,920 But like my meemaw always say... 682 00:32:13,962 --> 00:32:16,297 "It ain't worth it 683 00:32:16,338 --> 00:32:17,964 if it don't terrify you." 684 00:32:20,007 --> 00:32:22,467 So we gonna tear it down tonight. 685 00:32:22,508 --> 00:32:23,675 [crowd cheers] 686 00:32:23,717 --> 00:32:27,594 'Cause Babylon is coming back, bitches. 687 00:32:27,635 --> 00:32:29,887 [all cheering] 688 00:32:29,928 --> 00:32:31,554 Yeah? all: Yeah! 689 00:32:31,596 --> 00:32:33,305 - Yeah? all: Yeah! 690 00:32:33,346 --> 00:32:35,806 [cheers and applause] 691 00:32:35,848 --> 00:32:38,057 And tonight, 692 00:32:38,098 --> 00:32:40,266 we gonna pick up right where we left. 693 00:32:42,350 --> 00:32:43,893 Ain't that right, Chicky? 694 00:32:43,934 --> 00:32:47,020 [cheers and applause] 695 00:33:01,651 --> 00:33:03,527 - You go, baby! 696 00:33:03,569 --> 00:33:07,613 - * Fallen for a guy * 697 00:33:07,654 --> 00:33:12,490 * Fell down from the sky * 698 00:33:12,531 --> 00:33:15,742 * Halo round his head * 699 00:33:15,783 --> 00:33:19,576 * Feathers in our bed * 700 00:33:19,618 --> 00:33:21,660 * In our bed * 701 00:33:21,702 --> 00:33:23,703 [Yeah Yeah Yeahs' "Sacrilege"] 702 00:33:23,745 --> 00:33:25,537 * In our bed * 703 00:33:25,579 --> 00:33:28,539 [cheers and applause] 704 00:33:28,581 --> 00:33:32,708 * Fallen for a guy * 705 00:33:32,749 --> 00:33:37,168 * Fell down from the sky * 706 00:33:37,210 --> 00:33:40,669 * Halo round his head * 707 00:33:40,711 --> 00:33:44,005 * Feathers in our bed * 708 00:33:44,046 --> 00:33:45,631 * In our bed * 709 00:33:45,672 --> 00:33:48,381 * * 710 00:33:48,423 --> 00:33:50,925 * In our bed * 711 00:33:50,966 --> 00:33:58,095 * * 712 00:34:00,638 --> 00:34:04,515 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 713 00:34:04,556 --> 00:34:08,766 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 714 00:34:08,808 --> 00:34:12,559 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 715 00:34:12,601 --> 00:34:17,187 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 716 00:34:17,229 --> 00:34:23,898 * * 717 00:34:28,317 --> 00:34:30,193 - Whoo! 718 00:34:32,903 --> 00:34:36,655 - * Asked if I would try * 719 00:34:36,696 --> 00:34:41,073 * To leave this all behind * 720 00:34:41,115 --> 00:34:44,616 * Halo round his head * 721 00:34:44,658 --> 00:34:48,035 * Dreaming in our bed * 722 00:34:48,076 --> 00:34:49,786 * In our bed * 723 00:34:49,828 --> 00:34:51,994 * * 724 00:34:52,036 --> 00:34:53,705 * In our bed * 725 00:34:53,745 --> 00:34:56,580 * * 726 00:34:56,622 --> 00:35:00,541 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 727 00:35:00,582 --> 00:35:04,710 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 728 00:35:04,751 --> 00:35:08,545 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 729 00:35:08,586 --> 00:35:13,422 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 730 00:35:13,463 --> 00:35:16,215 * * 731 00:35:16,257 --> 00:35:17,924 - Whoo! 732 00:35:17,966 --> 00:35:20,883 * * 733 00:35:20,925 --> 00:35:26,761 - * Whoa, oh, oh * 734 00:35:26,803 --> 00:35:28,512 - Whoo! 735 00:35:28,554 --> 00:35:30,430 - * And I plead * 736 00:35:30,471 --> 00:35:32,389 * * 737 00:35:32,431 --> 00:35:33,848 * And I pray * 738 00:35:33,889 --> 00:35:35,682 * * 739 00:35:35,724 --> 00:35:40,393 - * Whoa, oh, oh * - * And I plead * 740 00:35:40,435 --> 00:35:43,394 * And I pray * 741 00:35:43,436 --> 00:35:44,686 - * Whoa, oh * 742 00:35:44,728 --> 00:35:47,396 - * And I plead * - * And I plead * 743 00:35:47,438 --> 00:35:49,814 * And I pray * - * And I pray * 744 00:35:49,856 --> 00:35:52,398 - * And I plead and I pray * 745 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:54,858 - * And I plead * - * And I plead * 746 00:35:54,899 --> 00:35:56,400 [light buzzing] 747 00:35:56,442 --> 00:36:00,402 - * And I pray * - * And I pray * 748 00:36:00,444 --> 00:36:02,611 [crowd gasps] 749 00:36:02,653 --> 00:36:04,946 - [panting] 750 00:36:10,782 --> 00:36:14,284 [soft sentimental music] 751 00:36:14,326 --> 00:36:21,120 * * 752 00:36:21,746 --> 00:36:24,455 [laughs] 753 00:36:43,672 --> 00:36:46,798 [both laugh] 754 00:36:50,634 --> 00:36:53,969 [dramatic percussive music] 755 00:36:54,011 --> 00:37:01,139 * * 756 00:37:08,851 --> 00:37:10,435 [electricity crackles] 757 00:37:10,477 --> 00:37:12,811 - * Whoa, oh * 758 00:37:12,853 --> 00:37:16,313 [crowd cheering] 759 00:37:17,980 --> 00:37:19,856 - And I pray * 760 00:37:19,898 --> 00:37:21,774 * * 761 00:37:21,815 --> 00:37:23,775 * And I pray * 762 00:37:23,816 --> 00:37:25,359 * * 763 00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:29,486 - * Whoa, oh, oh * - * And I plead * 764 00:37:29,527 --> 00:37:33,196 * And I pray * 765 00:37:33,237 --> 00:37:34,863 - Whoa, oh * - * And I plead * 766 00:37:34,905 --> 00:37:37,614 - * And I plead and I pray * 767 00:37:37,656 --> 00:37:40,491 - * And I pray * - * And I plead * 768 00:37:40,532 --> 00:37:42,784 * And I pray * - * And I plead * 769 00:37:42,825 --> 00:37:45,576 - * And I plead and I pray * 770 00:37:45,618 --> 00:37:48,536 - * And I pray * - * And I plead * 771 00:37:48,578 --> 00:37:50,787 * And I pray * 772 00:37:50,828 --> 00:37:54,705 * And I plead and I pray * 773 00:37:54,747 --> 00:37:57,958 * And I plead and I pray * 774 00:37:57,999 --> 00:38:01,918 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 775 00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:05,961 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 776 00:38:06,002 --> 00:38:09,963 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 777 00:38:10,004 --> 00:38:14,340 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 778 00:38:14,382 --> 00:38:18,384 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 779 00:38:18,425 --> 00:38:22,511 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 780 00:38:22,552 --> 00:38:25,303 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege * - * And I plead * 781 00:38:25,345 --> 00:38:26,929 * And I pray * - * You say * 782 00:38:26,971 --> 00:38:28,596 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege * - * And I plead * 783 00:38:28,638 --> 00:38:30,639 - * Sacrilege, you say * 784 00:38:30,681 --> 00:38:34,933 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 785 00:38:34,975 --> 00:38:39,435 * It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say * 786 00:38:44,229 --> 00:38:47,355 [soft pensive music] 787 00:38:47,397 --> 00:38:54,359 * * 788 00:39:00,778 --> 00:39:02,988 - Damn. 789 00:39:03,029 --> 00:39:05,155 I thought your generation was supposed 790 00:39:05,197 --> 00:39:07,365 to have less trauma than mine. 791 00:39:07,407 --> 00:39:10,199 - Well, there is a trickle-down effect. 792 00:39:10,241 --> 00:39:12,200 [laughs] 793 00:39:12,242 --> 00:39:14,577 I didn't know you would be here tonight. 794 00:39:14,618 --> 00:39:16,744 I would've warned you about the engagement. 795 00:39:16,786 --> 00:39:18,328 I just-- - No, Shar, please. 796 00:39:18,370 --> 00:39:21,871 You don't--you don't owe me anything. 797 00:39:21,913 --> 00:39:23,205 I've known Ruthie half her life, 798 00:39:23,247 --> 00:39:24,998 and she is your partner 799 00:39:25,039 --> 00:39:26,416 and the mother of your children. 800 00:39:26,457 --> 00:39:28,625 And I am happy for the two of you. 801 00:39:28,667 --> 00:39:30,334 Seriously, congratulations. 802 00:39:30,376 --> 00:39:35,003 - Yeah. Ruthie's really tryin'. 803 00:39:35,044 --> 00:39:41,339 And for the first time it feels like our family has a chance. 804 00:39:41,381 --> 00:39:42,631 - Shar, truly... 805 00:39:44,632 --> 00:39:46,592 What happened the other night, that was a mistake. 806 00:39:46,633 --> 00:39:48,342 - [sighs] - And, uh, 807 00:39:48,384 --> 00:39:52,595 and we can put this behind us. 808 00:39:52,636 --> 00:39:55,512 We are too mature to-- 809 00:39:55,554 --> 00:40:02,391 * * 810 00:40:02,433 --> 00:40:04,017 - Mmm. [door clicks open] 811 00:40:04,058 --> 00:40:07,018 [tense music] 812 00:40:07,059 --> 00:40:13,396 * * 813 00:40:18,648 --> 00:40:20,065 - Mm, thanks. 814 00:40:20,107 --> 00:40:22,400 All right, um, is this enough? 815 00:40:22,442 --> 00:40:24,651 - Yeah, that's fine. - Okay. Thank you. 816 00:40:24,693 --> 00:40:27,028 - Y'all have a good night. - You too. Get home safe. 817 00:40:29,778 --> 00:40:30,945 [light music] 818 00:40:30,987 --> 00:40:33,280 [purrs] 819 00:40:33,322 --> 00:40:36,365 [laughs] 820 00:40:36,407 --> 00:40:37,908 [baby cries] 821 00:40:37,949 --> 00:40:39,158 - [groans] - [sighs] 822 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:42,993 [laughs] Never a dull moment. 823 00:40:43,035 --> 00:40:46,411 * * 824 00:40:46,453 --> 00:40:48,954 - Hmm? 825 00:40:48,996 --> 00:40:50,580 What's that? - Hmm? 826 00:40:50,622 --> 00:40:53,748 - Is that like a new lip balm or something? 827 00:40:53,789 --> 00:40:55,790 Hey, no. 828 00:40:55,832 --> 00:40:58,250 It's delicious. [baby cries] 829 00:41:00,960 --> 00:41:03,211 I got this. 830 00:41:03,252 --> 00:41:06,463 [baby fussing, crying] 831 00:41:13,424 --> 00:41:15,884 - [sighs] 832 00:41:15,926 --> 00:41:23,054 * * 833 00:41:54,527 --> 00:41:56,778 [door slams] 834 00:41:56,820 --> 00:42:03,989 * * 835 00:42:10,159 --> 00:42:11,535 - Hey, Mom. 836 00:42:13,577 --> 00:42:17,538 - You were absolutely stunning tonight. 837 00:42:20,372 --> 00:42:22,540 - Thank you so much for coming. 838 00:42:22,581 --> 00:42:26,959 - I wouldn't have missed it for anything. 839 00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:28,501 - [laughs] 840 00:42:31,086 --> 00:42:33,628 - Wow. 841 00:42:33,670 --> 00:42:35,004 Hmm. 842 00:42:43,007 --> 00:42:45,968 - Are you gonna get in trouble at work? 843 00:42:46,009 --> 00:42:49,511 - No, because I quit. 844 00:42:51,470 --> 00:42:55,681 You are more important than this job. 845 00:42:58,014 --> 00:43:00,641 You're my baby. 846 00:43:00,683 --> 00:43:02,434 - Hmm. 847 00:43:04,101 --> 00:43:09,520 - I--I am so proud of you, Mingus. 848 00:43:09,562 --> 00:43:11,479 I just... 849 00:43:11,521 --> 00:43:17,315 I'm so happy you are doing drag again 850 00:43:17,357 --> 00:43:23,652 and that you found this amazing community. 851 00:43:25,027 --> 00:43:27,320 You just... 852 00:43:27,362 --> 00:43:30,155 you just really blow me away. 853 00:43:31,738 --> 00:43:34,323 You're doing so much better. I was-- 854 00:43:34,365 --> 00:43:36,741 I was really, really-- [laughs] 855 00:43:36,783 --> 00:43:39,367 I was worried that-- 856 00:43:39,409 --> 00:43:40,368 - Okay. 857 00:43:43,619 --> 00:43:45,162 - Mm? 858 00:43:45,203 --> 00:43:47,288 Huh? - I'm just... 859 00:43:51,957 --> 00:43:54,583 Mom. 860 00:43:54,624 --> 00:43:56,459 Uh... 861 00:44:00,878 --> 00:44:02,545 I fucked up. 862 00:44:04,880 --> 00:44:06,130 - Mingus. 863 00:44:06,172 --> 00:44:07,756 - [stifles sob] 864 00:44:07,797 --> 00:44:08,882 - Tell me. 865 00:44:08,923 --> 00:44:12,049 - [crying] 866 00:44:13,925 --> 00:44:16,719 - It's okay, honey. 867 00:44:16,761 --> 00:44:19,720 - Okay. Um... 868 00:44:28,557 --> 00:44:30,850 Don't freak out. 869 00:44:30,892 --> 00:44:32,225 - Oh. 870 00:44:32,267 --> 00:44:34,852 - [exhales heavily] 871 00:44:34,894 --> 00:44:36,436 Um... 872 00:44:38,437 --> 00:44:41,064 It's not the end of the world, 873 00:44:41,105 --> 00:44:45,398 and I'm already on meds, so... 874 00:44:50,610 --> 00:44:53,527 Mom, I, uh... 875 00:44:57,029 --> 00:45:00,697 I have HIV. 876 00:45:03,783 --> 00:45:06,033 I'm sorry. 877 00:45:06,075 --> 00:45:08,409 I'm--I'm so sorry. 878 00:45:08,451 --> 00:45:11,411 [crying] 879 00:45:12,787 --> 00:45:16,246 - [laughs] 880 00:45:16,288 --> 00:45:17,789 Ming-- [laughs] 881 00:45:17,830 --> 00:45:19,706 I can't... 882 00:45:19,748 --> 00:45:22,833 [laughing] 883 00:45:22,874 --> 00:45:24,667 - What? 884 00:45:24,709 --> 00:45:27,502 Mom. - I'm-- [laughs harder] 885 00:45:27,543 --> 00:45:28,461 - What is-- 886 00:45:28,502 --> 00:45:32,129 are you having a stroke or-- 887 00:45:32,171 --> 00:45:33,922 - [laughs] 888 00:45:33,963 --> 00:45:36,339 - Mom. - [clears throat] 889 00:45:36,381 --> 00:45:39,549 I--Mingus. [laughs] 890 00:45:39,591 --> 00:45:42,967 I thought you were gonna tell me you were dying. 891 00:45:43,009 --> 00:45:45,219 [soft sentimental music] 892 00:45:45,260 --> 00:45:47,594 - [cries] - Come here. 893 00:45:50,846 --> 00:45:53,722 - Oh. - [sobbing] 894 00:45:53,764 --> 00:45:56,432 - Honey. 895 00:45:56,474 --> 00:45:58,683 We're gonna get through this. 896 00:46:02,227 --> 00:46:03,769 You hear me? 897 00:46:03,811 --> 00:46:06,395 - Okay. 898 00:46:06,436 --> 00:46:08,521 - We're gonna get through it. 899 00:46:12,940 --> 00:46:15,066 - I love you. 900 00:46:15,108 --> 00:46:18,109 - I love you so much. 901 00:46:18,150 --> 00:46:19,693 - Hmm. 902 00:46:19,734 --> 00:46:22,736 - It's okay. 903 00:46:22,778 --> 00:46:25,696 [somber piano music] 904 00:46:25,737 --> 00:46:32,657 * * 905 00:46:42,495 --> 00:46:45,247 - Sorry, can you turn this off? 906 00:46:45,288 --> 00:46:49,082 - Mm, no, I love this song. 907 00:46:49,124 --> 00:46:53,042 So angsty. 908 00:46:53,084 --> 00:46:55,043 So where we going? 909 00:46:55,085 --> 00:46:57,419 - Manchester. - [groans] 910 00:46:57,460 --> 00:47:00,462 [in British accent] Canal Street is major, ya poof. 911 00:47:00,504 --> 00:47:01,963 - Please don't do that. It's bad enough 912 00:47:02,005 --> 00:47:04,672 I hallucinate talking to my dead best friend. 913 00:47:04,714 --> 00:47:06,132 - Aw. 914 00:47:06,173 --> 00:47:08,590 I'm still your best friend? 915 00:47:08,632 --> 00:47:10,967 - Barely. 916 00:47:11,009 --> 00:47:14,093 Do you realize how pissed I could be at you right now? 917 00:47:14,135 --> 00:47:16,177 You should've told me about Noah. 918 00:47:16,219 --> 00:47:19,096 - No, the truth would've hurt you, though. 919 00:47:19,138 --> 00:47:21,596 - Or it would've set me free. 920 00:47:21,638 --> 00:47:25,432 - So you're saying that even if the truth would've hurt you, 921 00:47:25,473 --> 00:47:28,100 you still would've wanted to hear it anyway? 922 00:47:28,142 --> 00:47:29,600 - Yes. 923 00:47:29,642 --> 00:47:32,477 That's what you do when you love someone. 924 00:47:32,519 --> 00:47:34,645 You tell 'em the truth. 925 00:47:34,687 --> 00:47:37,604 - So then take your own advice, 926 00:47:37,646 --> 00:47:39,605 you dumb faggot. 927 00:47:42,815 --> 00:47:45,859 - You mean with Ruthie? 928 00:47:45,900 --> 00:47:47,192 I can't tell her that. 929 00:47:47,234 --> 00:47:48,401 - Yes, you can. 930 00:47:48,443 --> 00:47:50,902 - No. It'll destroy everything. 931 00:47:50,944 --> 00:47:53,446 - Why did you move back in the first place, Brodie? 932 00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:59,489 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 933 00:48:01,741 --> 00:48:03,950 [tires screeching] 934 00:48:03,992 --> 00:48:05,075 We're here, bitch. 935 00:48:05,117 --> 00:48:12,204 * * 936 00:48:14,164 --> 00:48:17,248 Don't be scared, Brodie. 937 00:48:17,290 --> 00:48:19,207 It's the truth. 938 00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:22,208 - Fuck off. 939 00:48:22,250 --> 00:48:24,418 - Fuck you. 940 00:48:24,460 --> 00:48:27,378 [Caveboy's "Find Me"] 941 00:48:27,420 --> 00:48:30,338 [soft percussive music] 942 00:48:30,379 --> 00:48:37,507 * * 943 00:48:39,967 --> 00:48:42,635 - * What are you looking for? * 944 00:48:42,676 --> 00:48:45,219 * Just a little hunter * [knock at door] 945 00:48:45,261 --> 00:48:47,387 * Running through the dark * 946 00:48:47,429 --> 00:48:50,221 * While I'm putting in the work * 947 00:48:50,263 --> 00:48:52,431 * You know I give you more * 948 00:48:52,473 --> 00:48:54,933 * Why you trying to start a war? * 949 00:48:54,974 --> 00:48:57,850 * I'm right here if you need, pray on... * 950 00:48:57,892 --> 00:49:00,810 - Brodie? 951 00:49:00,852 --> 00:49:06,063 - * Does she make you feel like you don't want another? * 952 00:49:06,104 --> 00:49:07,271 * Remember when... * 953 00:49:07,313 --> 00:49:09,481 - I have to tell you something. 954 00:49:09,522 --> 00:49:10,898 - Oh, God. What's wrong? 955 00:49:10,940 --> 00:49:14,275 - * I don't know if we'll ever recover * 956 00:49:14,317 --> 00:49:17,652 - You have this family, and it's beautiful. 957 00:49:17,693 --> 00:49:22,029 And I've always wanted you to be happy. 958 00:49:22,071 --> 00:49:24,238 You know that, right? 959 00:49:24,279 --> 00:49:27,573 Like baseline, I just want you to be happy. 960 00:49:27,615 --> 00:49:30,241 - I know. 961 00:49:30,282 --> 00:49:32,242 - Look, and I know the two of us together, 962 00:49:32,283 --> 00:49:34,368 can be a lot. 963 00:49:35,868 --> 00:49:39,495 But I am never more myself than when I am with you. 964 00:49:39,536 --> 00:49:42,205 And I know you feel the same. 965 00:49:42,247 --> 00:49:44,039 - Brodie. 966 00:49:44,081 --> 00:49:46,790 what's going on? You're scaring me. 967 00:49:46,831 --> 00:49:48,666 - Maybe you're right. 968 00:49:48,707 --> 00:49:52,751 Maybe our friendship is over. 969 00:49:52,793 --> 00:49:54,543 But maybe... 970 00:49:56,920 --> 00:49:59,380 Maybe we were never meant to be friends. 971 00:50:04,131 --> 00:50:05,465 - I love you, Ruthie. 972 00:50:05,507 --> 00:50:07,716 - I know. - No. 973 00:50:11,051 --> 00:50:13,302 I want to be with you. 974 00:50:17,846 --> 00:50:20,722 I'm in love with you. 975 00:50:23,432 --> 00:50:25,350 Always have. 976 00:50:25,392 --> 00:50:28,059 - * Find me * 977 00:50:28,101 --> 00:50:32,562 * If you'd only go looking for something more * 978 00:50:32,603 --> 00:50:38,356 * You can find me * 979 00:50:38,398 --> 00:50:41,190 - What the fuck, Brodie? 980 00:50:41,232 --> 00:50:44,484 You're really going to do this to me? 981 00:50:50,195 --> 00:50:52,529 You're so fucking stupid. 982 00:50:52,571 --> 00:50:57,490 - * You can find me * 983 00:50:57,532 --> 00:51:02,284 * You can find me * 984 00:51:02,325 --> 00:51:07,370 * If you'd only go looking for something more * 985 00:51:07,412 --> 00:51:11,830 * You can find me * 986 00:51:11,872 --> 00:51:13,914 * Find me * 987 00:51:13,956 --> 00:51:16,457 [thunder booms] 988 00:51:16,499 --> 00:51:21,334 * Find me * 989 00:51:21,376 --> 00:51:24,836 * Find me * 990 00:51:24,878 --> 00:51:29,881 * Does she make you feel like you don't want another? * 991 00:51:29,922 --> 00:51:34,716 * Remember when we felt that in each other? * 992 00:51:34,757 --> 00:51:38,968 * Now I don't know if we'll ever recover * 993 00:51:39,010 --> 00:51:41,386 * We won't recover * 994 00:51:41,428 --> 00:51:46,555 * Well, you can find me * 995 00:51:46,597 --> 00:51:51,265 * You can find me * 996 00:51:51,307 --> 00:51:56,351 * If you'd only go looking for something more * 997 00:51:56,393 --> 00:51:59,603 * You can find me * 998 00:51:59,644 --> 00:52:03,938 * I don't know, I don't know, I don't know * 999 00:52:03,980 --> 00:52:08,398 * And I don't know if I'll ever recover * 1000 00:52:08,440 --> 00:52:10,816 * I won't recover *